Sometimes it’s the kiddie coaster, sometimes it’s the loop-de-loop with the three story vertical drop.  As the days unfold since your passing I am navigating the legal and financial paper trail of your life.  Simultaneously I am helping Mama with groceries, medications, and keeping her company; all of this while working two jobs.

Whenever I feel the kiddie coaster morphing into the loop-de-loop with the three story vertical drop, I just remind myself of all that you did for me over my lifetime and the descent is abated.